ambivalence

Ashes to ashes to the dust

Eaten spiced with ambivalence

The nation swallows it all whole

And yet I wanted to save us high water or hell

And I kept on ignoring the ambivalence you felt

And in the meantime I lost myself

Worth, content, significance

Conversational ambivalence

Hear the same things every night

Until the death redeems

Ambivalence

Lost salvation

Blind and ambiguous, all part of the game

I've feigned my ambivalence with a smile

All my hate (my hate, my hate)

Lover stay in bed,

Ambivalence your head

Distancing to breathe

Forget about it

Yeah, people die I don't care, you should see the wall of ambivalence I'm building

I got no love for the living